Once upon a time I tried learning how to use Adobe Illustrator.  I went through one tutorial and gave up in frustration.  I'm trying it again, and my current sentiments about the program consist of:
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FFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
That is all.
My life is transformed. It's now so full of stimulation and inspiration and strong emotions and beauty that I should be churning out artwork by the bucketfuls. Instead I can barely manage to doodle in my tiny sketchbook.
I'm not sure what the issue here is.